Us against the world

why does the world hate you so much, God?

actually, you don't need to answer this. I know why. it's the way it's supposed to be.

but... it makes me so sad!!! and angry!!!

it breaks my heart, really.

even worse is seeing people who used to call you their Lord, now saying you don't make sense.

I just pray you never let me go.

and I pray for those people, I pray they find you one day.

we are so stupid!!!

we run away from you, even if we need you more than anything.

I'm tired. and sometimes I just wish I could go home with you already.

but I know I'm here for a purpose, I know you want to do things through me.

and I'm here. available for you to use me however you want , God.

I love you so much. just the thought of you brings me to tears. just thinking of your tremendous sacrifice. you did EVERYTHING for me, and I don't need to do ANYTHING. just ACCEPT your gift. and I accept it, Jesus. I thank you so much. because no matter what they say, I know you're here, with me. In me.

I love you and I honestly don't want anything else, I just want you. If you wanna give me something else, let it be an extra. My contentment is in you, not in anything or anyone I might lose. AMEN.