wanting to have someone is not a sign of being needy. it's just being human.

and i am being so human right now... and i want you yet i don't know if you want me.

i hate these stupid love games. can't guys just be straightforward and say what they want/feel? and not confuse us so much? and if they don't want anything can they just not do things that might make us think otherwise? for God's sake. that's how i'm going to bed tonight >_<

i need to stop worrying
i need to stop wondering

i just wanna enjoy the present
and not think about the future

is that too much to ask?
is that something so impossible to obtain?

please God, I want you to be enough
I want to be happy because you fill me
not because some guy makes me feel special

that should be a complement
something that adds to my happiness
not all the happinness itself

i need you so much in my life
i need you so freakin' much
i need you to show me you're there
i want to feel that you're all i need

i want to be so in love with you
so that nothing else matters
i want to feel so full and happy
and like i don't need anything else

you can make me feel that way, can't you?
i'm here, do your work.
change me, cleanse me, touch me.
i try to get away from you but right by your side is where i wanna be.

i love you, God.

hace mucho que no me sentía así
es lindo y me hace sonreír

las mariposas todavía no llegaron
pero creo que van camino a mi estómago

hija de inspiración xD me voy a escribir en mi diario personal que ahí puedo decir todo lo que pienso sin vueltas :P

"he's got something special, he's got something special, and when he's looking at me i wanna get all sentimental" ^.^