viste cuando sabés de la existencia de una persona [que pensás que es] ideal para vos?

pero no es nada tuyo, ni sabés si alguna vez lo será.

de todas formas es difícil olvidar la existencia de esa persona.

no encontrás de esos todos los días por la calle.

y mantenés viva una esperanza que no sabés si vale la pena, pero ahí sigue.

ah no, yo tampoco, nunca me pasó :B

I don't know what to do about you
I'm not quite sure what to make of you
One day I'll decide to leave it alone
Then when I see you again
All I want to do
Is call you my own, call you my own

Maybe it's just the change in weather
The sweet appearance of the spring
It's been a while since I felt the warmth of a kiss
Is all that I'm feeling for you
Nothing more than the things that I miss?

It could be
Something or nothing
It could be
Something or nothing

It's been a while since I've needed someone to love
It's been a while since I've needed anyone.

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great song by Caryl Sumner! escúchenla acá: http://www.soundclick.com/bands/page_songInfo.cfm?bandID=226171&songID=3531519&showPlayer=true

resulta que lo que pasa es lo siguiente... me preocupo demasiado por algo que no me debería preocupar, no de la forma que me preocupa, en todo caso... conozco gente más joven que yo que ya se casó, o ya piensa en casarse... y yo, en que pienso? en que alguna vez alguien que valga la pena se digne a aparecer en mi vida. creo que tal vez le estuve dando el enfoque equivocado a esto, todo este tiempo... no poner toda la responsabilidad en el hombre, yo también tengo que poner de mi parte. no voy a hablar de todo que significa 'poner de mi parte', pero engloba muchísimas cosas. y bueno, con eso me despido, pensaba escribir algo un poco más autocompasivo pero de repente pensé que no, mejor me guardo esos pensamientos para mí :)

wanting to have someone is not a sign of being needy. it's just being human.

and i am being so human right now... and i want you yet i don't know if you want me.

i hate these stupid love games. can't guys just be straightforward and say what they want/feel? and not confuse us so much? and if they don't want anything can they just not do things that might make us think otherwise? for God's sake. that's how i'm going to bed tonight >_<

i need to stop worrying
i need to stop wondering

i just wanna enjoy the present
and not think about the future

is that too much to ask?
is that something so impossible to obtain?

please God, I want you to be enough
I want to be happy because you fill me
not because some guy makes me feel special

that should be a complement
something that adds to my happiness
not all the happinness itself

i need you so much in my life
i need you so freakin' much
i need you to show me you're there
i want to feel that you're all i need

i want to be so in love with you
so that nothing else matters
i want to feel so full and happy
and like i don't need anything else

you can make me feel that way, can't you?
i'm here, do your work.
change me, cleanse me, touch me.
i try to get away from you but right by your side is where i wanna be.

i love you, God.

hace mucho que no me sentía así
es lindo y me hace sonreír

las mariposas todavía no llegaron
pero creo que van camino a mi estómago

hija de inspiración xD me voy a escribir en mi diario personal que ahí puedo decir todo lo que pienso sin vueltas :P

"he's got something special, he's got something special, and when he's looking at me i wanna get all sentimental" ^.^

Tomorrow's song

today is full of questions

full of hopeless whys

we sit and lament the past

but there's nothing left to do now

dreamin' big and plannin' great things

but, truth is we don't know

what tomorrow's holding for us

what does the future hold

what does it have in store for me?

still here and not there yet

got no answers for those questions

however let me tell you

that life's just getting started

so many things to bring me down

crazy stuff going on all around

but hey there's still hope for us

my comfort is knowing that this pain won't last

good things have happened to ya

that's great, i'm happy for ya

but darling that's nothing, true that

compared to what's in store for ya!

^

(this doesn't really fit with the rest of what I wrote... but I liked it, so I decided to leave it there)

if we only stood up and fought

for all our goals and dreams

not giving up, not giving in

i'm telling you, life's just getting started

gotta live today so we can be here tomorrow

gotta do our best so our path shines brighter

today we're working on what happens next

today we're writing tomorrow's song <3

If I dedicated more time to this it could be better, but I just wanted to have something ready asap for Jon Foreman's task he assigned us :)

I love writing and thought this would be good exercise. thanks Jon Foreman :)

Dios, ayudáme a sentirme cómoda con gente diferente a mí... es difícil, pero sé que tengo que adaptarme. Al fin y al cabo, nos une algo más importante que todas esas 'diferencias' que me incomodan...