what can i do.

it's kinda weird cuz i enjoy it

and don't want it to go away

even if i don't get anything from it

it's as if i'm sure i will get something eventually

i don't know where that faith comes from

a hope that tells me everything will be alright

i know i probably shouldn't feel this way

i should be more realistic

but i can't, sorry, i can't!

just let me be. and time will tell us who was right.