miércoles, 13 de julio de 2011

1. How old will you be in 3 birthdays?
25... jeez.

2. Do you think you'll be married by then?
maaaaybe, but probably not.

3. What do you look forward to most in the next 3 months?
seeing my niece grow up.

4. Who was the last person you called?
don't remember. last person who called me, my mom.

5. Have you ever played a team sport?
yeah... unfortunately.

6. Who is the last person to text you?
my brother.

8. What were you doing at midnight last night?
sleeping.

9. What happened at 11:00 a.m. today?
i was either helping my sister-in-law with my newborn niece or watching The O.C.

10. How many states have you visited?
Nine. 10 if you count Texas, but that was just the airport :P <-- what she said.

11. If you could be anywhere right now, where would it be?
I dunno. traveling with my mom. or with that special 'someone' who doesn't exist.

12. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
right now socks cuz it's chilly.

13. When was the last time you cried?
Saturday I think.

14. What was the last thing you drank?
Pulp Pomelo.

15. Favorite ice cream?
cookies 'n cream! || other than that, vanilla...

18. What jelly do you put on your PBJ?
I hate peanut butter.

19. Do you like coffee?
Love it.

20. How many glasses of water a day do you drink on average?
actually I drink water bottles. and... probably anywhere from 7-10. || yeah, lots.

21. What do you drink in the morning?
latte.

22. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
on the right side right now.

23. Do you know how to play poker?
nope.

24. Whats so good about Fridays?
that I don't have to work the next day. || ughh now i beg to differ, nothing's so good about Fridays cuz I HAVE to work the next day!

25. Any plans for this week?
yeah... go take an exam, dye my hair, that stuff.

26. Do you eat out or at home more often?
lately, at home.

27. Ever stolen a street sign?
Nope.

28. Do you keep a piggy bank?
no... I just save my money in my wallet xD

29. What kind of camera do you have?
Canon PowerShot SX120IS.

30. Do you prefer an ocean or a pool?
both. oceans are more beautiful, but pools are nicer cuz there's no sand :P

31. Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seat?
window, because I love to look down. lol. but I hate it when I need to go pee and the person next to me is sleeping :S

32. Do you know how to drive a stick shift?
not yet! but I will learn pretty soon! || not yet >_<

33. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
nothing. I like SAVING it.

34. Do you wear any jewelry 24/7?
earrings and two bracelets.

35. Do you speak any other language?
Spanish 100%, Portuguese... 90%? Guaraní 70%, Italian 30% LOL

36. Can you roll your tongue?
not really :/

37.Who is the funniest person you know?
right now... jeez... nobody. probably myself, i'm pretty funny when i want to. lol.

38. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
nope.

39. What is the main ring tone on your phone?
heart in a cage - the strokes and wonderin' - tobymac feat. matt thiessen

40. Do you still have clothes from when you were little?
yes, my mom kept pretty much everything :)

41. What is the colour of your bedroom walls?
Beige.

42. What are you doing tomorrow night?
taking a Research Methodology exam.

43. Are you nervous?
why would I?

sábado, 9 de julio de 2011

Dark and twisty

algunas personas dicen ser mis amigas pero no lo siento así... y me duele mucho... con amigos así, para que quiero enemigos? estoy cansada de que nadie me aprecie como lo merezco :(
de que nadie vea lo que de verdad valgo, de que la gente se canse de luchar por mí.
tengo mucho que ofrecer y duele no tener a quien ofrecérselo. tengo mucho amor amontonado en mi corazón pero nadie a quien dárselo.
soy simpática y amable y aún así hay gente que es mala onda conmigo sin que yo haga nada para merecerlo. ya no sé que hacer. no puedo ser sociable y el centro de atención para ganar amigos porque no soy así. la gente me conoce y le caigo bien o no y viceversa, así pasa.
estoy cansada de la soledad :( estoy cansada de sentir que nada va a cambiar nunca.
soy callada y 'socially awkward' pero me decepciona que la gente se rinda tan fácilmente. que no sea de muchas palabras no significa que no sea de muchos pensamientos.
espero que alguien algún día se de cuenta de quien realmente soy.
Señor, te amo y sólo quiero ser feliz. sólo eso pido.

escuchando: Penholder - Flyleaf (con lágrimas de por medio)

jueves, 7 de julio de 2011

I'm making up my mind

i'll never like you again
i'll never go after you again
i''ll learn not to want to
cuz you do not deserve it

and i'm one hell of a girl.
too bad you couldn't see it.

your loss, not mine (:

~the end~